With all the bad news and worry of June behind me, I'd like to focus on my creativity so I can get through summer with some peace and calm. Other than my calendar project I've done no quilting, so I am going to try and coax myself into making the dragon print quilt I talked about back in May. I need to reorganize my yarn stash so I can find specific colors and weights (I want a dedicated shelf or holder for bulky most of all.) This is going to become summer cleaning project #1. I'd like to write some poetry, not to work out my angst but to remember to celebrate the beauty in my life. Time to try this! It's not so much that I need more to do as it's a time when I'm (usually) happiest during the year that I want to enjoy. All the bad news and reasons for worry will be still there whether I angst or not. So why not be happy?
Our nephew has moved out, so we're empty nesters again, but next week my favorite person will arrive for an 18 day visit. After that it's back to being empty nesters. I've gotten used to cooking larger meals and doing more housework this year, so it will be another adjustment down, then up, then down again. By August I'll have less to cook, clean and launder, but more demands in other areas. We're heading into the most dangerous stretch of hurricane season, and I take that and our readiness very seriously. My guy and I now both need to have surgery. I am already having issues with my insurance changeover this month. Those are the big problems, along with the logistics of dealing with all the usual small ones. The older I get, the less comfortable and eager I am with multi-tasking and problem solving. I think, I'm old, I'm tired, and I just don't want to deal with it. So I put it off. This is the attitude I need to work on, as procrastinati...